Tuesday, May 1, 2012

IF ..

heyy, come back with me again today! :D I got something to share with you guys. hahaha.. I'm going to go to Singapore .. maybe on 8th or maybe on 9th .. actually I was planning to go to the Universal, but nobody could accompany me. huhu.. my sister, she has to go to her school actually my friends ask me to go, but I don't know I could join them or not, they're going there on 11th but 12th, I'll be going home with my sister, do you know, 13th is Chinese Mother's Day, I need to accompany my mother .. how I wish I could go there for 1 week.:( I need more holidaaayyy, not staying at home. huhu. okaayy, I'm not going to tell you about this again, hahaha, because this isn't the topic I want to share. hahhaa.


2 weeks ago, I was chatting with somebody, who I hated last time, but now? no more.. I really can't understand it, how could he express his feeling to me ? gosh .. I just told him I have already loves someone else. I feeeeeeeeeeeel very guilty towards him. huhu .. I'm really really really sorrryyy .
I told my friend, who I called as " ko " about this. hahha, and also the misterius boy I always tell you about him.. hahaha.. he told me so many advice, not so many actually, hhaha. I told that misterius boy " I won't accept him, because I have someone else. "
actually he's the one who I call " someone else " but seems that he doesn't know it. it would be so great If he knew about this, how much I like him for this 1 year. no hope already :( hahaha. maybe he's just like me, he has someone else, but he doesn't tell me about that, it's just my feeling .. I'm happy to see him using laugh emoticon when I'm chatting with him . I love it .. vey much ..

silly him .. Oh gosh .. how If .. :( I said I'll forget him but till now.... useless .. huhu. 1 year .. not so long actually. people keep saying it's too long and maybe I have to give up, they don't know how this feeling is .. they're just like when you say " forget " and then forget already, If I could, no longer sadness now . I really hope he knows about this .. it's very important for me.. really .. I still remember when I was sad because of him, and I destroy my handmade, my little panda, I regret it really much ..
sometimes, when he doesn't reply my message, it huuuuurrtsss me so much .. so deep! huhu :(
end till here yey! If I have something to tell you, readers, I will share it to you all. Goodnight all bloggers and Readers :D

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