伤害

一年多了，我真的该放弃了吗？他对我的伤害够多了，可是我却没办法忘记那些回忆，跟他一起的回忆，这一年来，我都没有想过要放弃那个人，可是我知道他真的在等一个人后，我真的很难过，想要放弃，可是我办得到吗？:( 

I can only share these matters at here, bcause I doubt, nobody would read my blogger, xixixi :p  so I just share it with typing, better than I keep it in my heart, it hurts me so much .. actually I need somebody to share my problems and I need them to comfort me, I need it so much .. not only about this

I also sad about my friendship, I knew the truth already and it huuuuuuuurrrtttssss me even deep. He lied to me, the other one, misunderstand me, I can stand it, because it's only a small matter for me, and I can understand his feeling, he wanted to be with someone he likes, I understand that, so, it doesn't matter. am I really annoying person to them? I am a really big big big big jinx for everyone.